diary....

mee-cha-suh!! takot!!

2010-02-05T21:32:00.000-08:00

aku ngan mak aku tgk laaa k-drama nie*sassy girl*
that time was 12 pm till my brothers asked my mom g anta dorang men futsal at a center not far from our taman
so the 5 of us including me, mom, my two bros and makcik*small sis* anta la dorang nek kete...nothing much to do dat day*saje nk itut*
then ble sampai jer,
there were no human beings at the center! we were suprised, geram pown ada
ade ke plak?! nk ajak org men tp kol x dpt...sah2 x de sape g nyer!
BAKA! BABOYA! kalo x jadik tepon la org*my bro*
nie wat x taw jer...
so kitorang pown blik laa....mase 2 tgh dgr lagu 'rain'....korean nyer lagu..
layan satu family including my mom*no#1 fan!!*
then malang giler la mase tue...
just bout to trun left to my house nyer jln...
BBOOOOOM!!!
an accident had occured!
aku ketaq gila dah nie...kami terlanggar two boys
one was bout 15-16 years the other was his little bro bout darjah 5-6
mase langgar tue...adk die kat bwh kete*x nampak la..*
then my mom reversed and his big bro pulled him out from the front car
my mom and i was stunted!! x terkata apa2
tot dat boy was dead indeed...lucky, he was alive!!
then my mom check dat boy wherethe he has any broken bones or injuries
seb bek just a small scraches here and there*sigh*
aku kuar to check if anything goes wrong laa...tanya2 ok ke x
check our car...tanya pancit!
my mom peluk that boy after knowing dat he is ok
and gave them money for their injuries...
seb bek dorng okeh! kalo mati sorg...i was thinkin dat i killed an innocent life be4 me being a doctor! hahahha
mmg unlucky day for me and my family

startin' my new chapter

2010-02-04T09:03:00.000-08:00

dah lame x tls blog nie....hahhaha not dat i din't wanted 2
just dont have any ideas to write and to share funny stories dat i've been through
tapi kn..bru2 nie! *mula dah*
me n my cute family consist of 7 people went to Melaka
they were supporting me for my interview at Melaka-Manipal College
it was a long journey for the 7 of us coz we took the long route
gune jalan lame nk save budjet la konon
ble dah sampai kat seremban....we stayed at a masjid (location #unknown#)
sampai ble pown i dunno coz i was asleep at dat time in the proton saga car
>>>imagine 7 of us, himpit2 kat dlm kete tuew??!
neway..aku nk informed the college bout my tevew nie
kol la sa2 no.
told them my name is ..... and i would like 2 confirm bout my tevew tomorrow kat sorg kak nie
then die asked who called me for the tevew and when
then i told her kak Fairus...somethin2 sal die de mention* x remember*
then the kakak asked me my phone number
pas2 die ckp "nant kte confirm len psl tevew for HOSTEL kat sini.."
aku hairan....huh????! HOSTEL?
"No..no..no..medic for manipal college kat melaka"
last2 bru die ckp.." kami nie HOTEL SERI MALYSIA MELAKA"
aku hape lagi...wif my red face and * cannot be discribe at dat scence*
memang malu gilerr!!!
"owh, sorry salah number" trus hang up!
i've spend the last 30 minutes talking wif the wrong person
buang duit giler! not to mention malu nk mampuih!!
hahhahaa
told my family bout dat...dorg gelak x maw2...
bkn slh aku gak la...dorg mase angkat phone 2 kene la introduce as "hotel seri malaysia melaka..buley saya bantu?"
br betol...nie angkat mcm umah org plak!
but my mistake too i didn't asked

but...really it was the most memalukan giler in my entire whole life
seb bek org tue x knl aku..kalo kenal aku...taubat aku malu!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
moral of the story here>>>buwat step by step! :P

i'm gonna miss u guys~~~

2009-10-31T03:37:00.000-07:00

wow,

can't believe it's finally over...

my life at taylor's is at the end

next week it's final already?!

DAMN!!!

there's so much to do, but so little time!

neway,

i can't wait till the final to finish!

i wanted to finish my school years and can't wait to start my own life in university....

medical uni to be precise!

but along the way,

it's gonna be the last days wif the J1

GOSH!

i would definitely remembered them

A LOT!!!

seriously

in my whole entire life

i've never meet people who as good as them

i learn a lot when i'm wif them

that friendship is more important than anything in life

the time dat we shared together...

laugh our ass out!!

do stupid things....

celebrate birthdays

share feelings....

owh! i totally gonna cried wen i look at our pics someday!

all gonna be good doctors!

~~aminnn~~

memories in the library

i really gonna missed it

spend most of the time wif my buddy here, Adila...

and of cos wif all of my fellow classmates, J1

(starting to cry now, can't believe dis!!)

anyway...

i do enjoy a lot wif them

hope get a chance to meet them again

as doctors!!the gurls....
housemates....

and of cos, the guys....

gilaaaa btul!!

2009-10-18T04:55:00.000-07:00

guess wat happen yesterday?!
i slept at 6.30 am!!!
seriously....x tido pown mlm tue
just take a long nap bout 3 hours dat evening!!
wat i wanna say is...
it's SUICIDE man!!!!
hahahaha
i did't do much anyway

just watch the Japanese drama H2
soo....kawaii ne!!
overall: besh!
but cannot be compare to propasal daisakusen
pro dai is the besh soo far!!
love yamapi in dat drama

neway...
i've got dis cool song from the
long..love...letter
yamapi was in it (daaa....)
hehehe
but the song really somethin!
i listen to it for the past few days now...
but i dunno the name of the song..
later laaa carik

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyxc_Z8T20Q

better focus on my final exam!
it's the final Battle!

happy day! :P

2009-10-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

well today is da day dat i would definately remember!
it is de day dat me and 'im wore same colour shirt!
oh my gosh!!
i was like have the feelings dat somethin...
i must wear dat orange shirt today!
and i did..
but i really don think la...
changes for me and 'im wearing the same colour are like>>>10% only!
daaaa!!!

but then went i went to the garden dis morning
while i was talking on the phone wif my dear mother
suddenly my eye caught something....
it was 'im
wearing the hot orange shirt!!!
and i was like.....
oh, it's like we were mend for each other
well maybe it just a coincidence dats all!

but it happen just dat
dis every morning i have a bit sort of bad luck!
while i was talkin to my fren waiting 4 de bus
out of de blue one of my fren said
"Dinee, wat's dat on ur bag?"
and i was like...eeewww ape nieh?
unfortunately, i was a bird poo!!
gosh! how embarrassing dat moment was!
but i just kept it like nothin happen
maybe dats wat Allah tryin to gave me
musibah dlu...then came the good part of de day!
hmmmmm..........
i would say Alhamdullilah.... :)

another day goes by...

2009-10-14T12:40:00.000-07:00

it is exactly 3.40am
and i haven't gone to sleep yet!
i just can't sleep!!
i dunno wat's wrong wif me dis week
i didn't drink any nescafe....
honestly!!
i like dis way..
i am more focus
as well as...i manage to do alot a things for just one day

i don't bordered bout not gettin enough sleep
but as far as i know,
at lest i've gain a lot today!
not just today....but during dis 4 days in a row!
job well done my dear

neway lets talk bout pi!
ahh....
i'm so wanted 'im!
everyday in class...my eyes were like somethin called as binoculars
focusing on watever 'e did
zooming in for a closer look when 'im far away
it is somethin dat i thinkin bout
especially when i listen to dis song : Mongol_ chisana koi no...
loved dat song!!!

neway,
now i need to focus on my studies first...
'im later laaaa....

hmmm....wat 2 say

2009-10-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

i dunno where i'm standin now
am i ready for the final??
only a quarter of me sayin yes...
the rest~~~~
well no!

i really hope dat i could get a place there
in Australia...
oh god please help me!
i am now back to basis..
aku selama nie maybe not dat good la...
sembyg cukup
tp still ada but...
i seldom recite Al-Quran
sometimes i have the intention
but suddenly after praying like forgot already wat i wanna do...

but now,
thinkin dat way...i started my recitation bout three days ago..
alhamdullilah la...
every time i pray, i recite
dat's a good thing rite?!
i wanna continued still like forever!
insyaallah~~~ (amin)
2morrow plak, i wanna posa
fasting is good!
pahala....jaga pandangan
and last but not least,
save MONEY!!!

well dats all for today...
nite2!! (~.<)

Horror!!!

2009-09-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

bout 6 somethin, the ground was shakin
i tot dat it was just me
put so much pressured while writin on the desk
but it wasn't
it was indeed an earthquake!
i was in the libry
alone....
tot dat i wan to stay here till 9
but since dat incident everybody was force
to leave the libry and go home

later i watch the news
the earthquake was recorded 7.6
and it has affected many countries around the world
includin Malaysia, Indonesia, Japan, America, India
and many more (i guess ",)
well in a way~~~
it was all an new experience for me
my life is almost completed
cuz one of my dream is to experience the earthquake (plek!!)

still, i would definitely won't forget bout dis day!
alhamdulillah la x jadik pe2

i was actually stunt!!

2009-09-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

thax to all of my classmates

especially to my housemates!!!

me luv you guys...

thax for the gifts!

i'm so gonna wear it like next week to school

cuz it so cool dat u guys beli yg the hoody thingy~~~~

i really appreciate dat a lot!!

a pic of my bufday kek~~~kawaii (yamapi?! LOL)

good bye 18_:P

2009-08-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

dis midnight,
I'm going to celebrate my birthday!!!!
3 cheers for me
hip..hip
horaay!!!
hip..hip
hoooraay!!!
hip..hip
hooooorrrraaaaaayyyy!!!

me turning 19 tomorrow officially...
good bye 18
a number i will never forget
it was totally full of good memories
the time I've got my SPM result,
as well as being in PLKN wif all good frens
not to forget, being away from home
studyin' in Taylor
but it was awesome though
seriously, my 18 was the best year compare to any other year
throughout my entire life!!!
thax to the people around me for not stopping makin me happy
i am the most luckiest teenager in dis world!!!

being 19....
well lets just say,
I'm gonna work all my ass out!!!
it's time for me to focus on wif my carrier as a student
forget everything dat will stop me from reaching my ultimate dream
which is being a surgeon!!!
although right now, I'm not really feeling dat sort of confident yet...
lets just say dat my tests all not so great
so-so laa...
but trial is around the corner
and i must study hard so dat i can cover all my mistakes in the past
just hope dat i can manage my time well
to really get prepared for the exam!!!

cabaran + dugaan

2009-08-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

it's bulan ramadhan everyone!!!
so heppy cuz everything is ibadat~~~~
well let's skip to the main thing
u know wat happen?
the day be4 posa, i lost my precious things:
1) IC
2) student ID card
3) bank card
and plus, my 30 ringgit cash!!!
and all happen went me n my family
we went for shooping dat weekend
and we went to pray (maghrib)

i swear my bag was always wif me
all day long....
dat night was also a bad night for the whole family
my mom's car broke down>>>>cannot start at all
so we had to walked to the bus stop bout less than 500m laa...
still it was tiring day!!!
then, after the bus took us only at the front of our taman
we need to walked all the way to rumah
till me n mom sakit2 kaki (ouch!)
at dat time, i tot dat all my stuff were wif me (in the bag)

it was'nt long till i found out dat morning went i wanted to go n see doc.
it was missing!!!
i've search everywhere....
but no luck!
"ya Allah, byknye dugaan kau beri pada ku..."
it was the first day of posa
feeling tired n motionless,
me n mom gathered our strenght to go to clinic
fot hep B injection....
we went for several clinics (none of them got the injection)
then, we tried our luck on clinic infront of YAWATA
Alhamdullilah la....ade
but the doc wasn't there (2p.m br ada)

so we went to the police station for the report
it took us bout one n half hour for the report
there were less people there in the office
but the police took so much time to put the ayat2 for the report
hahahaha...kelakar la gak! :)
then it's raining heavily
dahla nek moto jer....
so we terpaksala>>>meredah the hujan!!!
it was very long afternoon
i pity mom cuz she had to go through all of dis cuz of my silly mistake!!
hmm...really it was full of cabaran + dugaan
but still i humbly accept them all
cuz i know someday~~~there would be a lucky day for me n my family
..............................................................................................
kete rosak: 21/08/09

Don't forget!!

2009-08-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

last wednesday was the annual charity
it was preety awsome!!
i've never been to this kind of charity before in my whole life!
every other J's class we're there
promoting their own booth
some sell ais kacang....
burger....
hamsters....
and lots more!!!

there were so many booth....
wif different varities of food and drinks
as well as games!
however, my class came up wif
cupcakes, buzzer and the basketball games!!!
i was assingn to the buzzer thingy~~~~
wif him also! (yeah)
well not much to say....
we're not even spoken dat very day
i was so busy takin the time for the "ultimate buzzer challenge"
only for certain things came up from our lips.....

but,
somethin happend!
the most romantic moment i've ever felt!!!!
i'm sure it was nothing to him
but, it sure did gave an impact to me!!
dat day, i didn't go anywhere else
accept "jaga" the booth
so wat i did is i ate dis fries...
then he came and asked me "kau x mkn lunch ke?"
and i was like "no, jaga booth"
and he said "hbs tue kau nyer lunch fries jer la?"
then he "kipas2 me"....cuz dat day was really hot!
it was bout 20 seconds...til i said enough kipas2
then he just help me wif the booth!!!

dat moment was really somethin~~~~
my heart was beating so fast!!!
till i would bare to look at him....
hope there wasn't anythin on my face
otherwise it would be imbarassing!!

for the past few days..

2009-08-09T04:11:00.000-07:00

bout 9 days i didn't open my blog
not dat i didn't wan to
but i had another fever!
dis one was a disaster!!!
not just any fever, but high fever...
the doc said my temp was above 40 degrees!! >>>> wow
i couldn't sleep well,
lost my appetite,
i even cannot open my eyes for a while,
cuz my head is like gonna blow up!!!
i felt so dizzy!!!
and dieyin inside!

true....
these were all my experiences while i was in dat horrible fever!
i swear,
i will try to keep my health 100%!!!

well...
thanks for my housemates here,
who volunteer themself to take care of me...
they bought me porridge (Mc Donalds)
they called Puan to send me to the nearest klinic
and check on me wherether i want anything or not
>>>>especially Nadiah
thanks beb!! :)

now,
i never felt better already....
but still got a bit cough and bit selsema
but not dat fever!
no...no....no...

now i think i'm ready for the challenge!
which are:
1) physics experiment + write up (at same day) 2morrow!!!
2) chemistry test

but the most important thing is.....
ice skating!!!!!!
i would never missed it
i've waited so long for dis
and i'm not gonna missed it cuz of a fever
noway!!!

demi lovato-here we go again

2009-08-01T07:43:00.000-07:00

my life wouldn't be rhyme without it!!!

2009-07-30T23:12:00.000-07:00

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no PaiN, No gAiN~~~

2009-07-28T05:26:00.000-07:00

well first i just wanna keep it quite
tryin to be cool
relax and don't bother
bout wat people would say bout me
but then i just couldn't stand it anymore
people always complainin
they,
who i believed "frens" always sayin
nanana....lalalala....dadadada
dis and dat!
"dinee, kau nie x hbs2 nk study!"

so wat?!
i'm not dat kind of person
who can remember everything (almost) like everybody else

yeah...
i think i had a "short term memory loss" or something
i just couldn't memorised well like people do
and even though i always doin
a lot of questions....a lot of exercises
but still, i couldn't remember
wat was the question
and even though it was just yesterday
still, my memory just couldn't stand dat info
they just wanted to delete!

i just couldn't stand dat...
i makes me wanna cried
but why should i?
why should i cried over somethin
dat is good for me?
for my future?

then,
i realised, i should not cared bout
wat people would said bout me
or looked at me
i know, i'm not dat pandai...
or pretty,
or good in watever thingy~~~
still....
its me!!
if u wanna be frens wif me,
u should be able to understand dat
and accepted me for who i am
and wat I'm not

and well....
i managed to do dat,
after i did my oath on the other day (last post)
i couldn't care more less wat others would say
i just keep on goin
till i finally meet my dreams...
till i satisfies on wat i had

u know,
last four days ago
i force myself to do wat normal people
can't afford to do
i stay in the library till 4.45
got home and at 6.00 sharp
i was on my way to the study room on level one
crazy huh?!
and i stayed there till 11pm
tired....but satisfied!
same goes on for the next day

hopefully dis keep goin till the end of dis year!!

i'm ILL!!

2009-07-24T00:07:00.000-07:00

well...
today was a day like no other..
it was indeed a misserable day for me
cuz,
i'm not feellin' well lately~~~~
i'm so tired,
i even waste most of my time sleepin in the class!!!

tryin to go to the library
tried to read or
maybe memorized some of the biology terms~~~
sure!!
it didn't work out!!
i was so tired...
dat i made up my mind
to write dis on my blog...

the feelings were so super duper tired..
as well as dizzy sometimes...
yet dis doesn't makes me more sedey>>>>
as i watched my frens went to the
Newcastle Presentation TODAY!!!
the feeling of jealousy as well as sadness overwhelmed me
as they mentioned the name "Newcastle"!!!
OK!!
so i didn't get the interview....
so wat???!!!!

The real me~~~

2009-07-18T22:24:00.000-07:00

I used to be the kind of girl dat so afraid to let it go
to let everybody know who I am
wat I'm capable of...
I used to be shy
not barve and always being bullied by other people
people always take advantage of my silence
scorne me wen they used me

but this time, not anymore!!!
I have a dream
a dream dat absolutely change me to a different person
becoming more brave,
more independent,
more~~~not shy
I am now able to speak out my voice
and sometimes people would listen to me

this is real!!
this is me!!
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
I'm gonna let myself shine
so dat people would noticed me
now, after I found out who I really am
there's no way to turn me back to my old days~~
I liked the new me!!
the new me rocks!!

before, I've always dreamed about a life
dat I'm the shining star
where I got everything dat I ever wanted
>>> good scores
love by everyone
great presenter
even though it seen too far away
for me to reach,
but wat I've gotta do is believe in myself
dat is the only way for me to keep dreamin'

coner of ur heart (ingrid michaelson)

2009-07-10T05:53:00.000-07:00

there's a corner of ur heart...
for me
there's a corner of ur heart...
JUST for me~~~
i'll pack my bags just to stay in the corner of ur heart
JUST to stay in the corner of ur heart

there's a room beneath ur bed
for me
there's a room beneath ur bed
JUST for me
i will leave this town JUST to sleep underneath ur bed
JUST to sleep underneath ur bed

there's one minute of ur day
there's one minute of ur day
i will leave dis man JUST to occupy one minute of ur day
JUST to occupy one minute of our day

JUST to sleep underneath ur bed
JUST to stay in the corner of ur heart
.................................................................................................

dis song gave me a deep meaning!!!
wow....
eventhough a very short words...
yet, the song gave a great impact to anyone who listen to it

my oth!!

2009-07-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

i will not....

alwayz go to the movie theater
>>> to watch movie!
>>> CD/DVD/VCD/TV
and etc.

i will....

cut down my time on
playin' games,
anything bout internet
facebookin'~~~blogin'~~~
as well as friendster & YM!!

i would remind myself.....

dat dis is the last chance
to truly show wat u can do
to ur sis and bros
not to forget
pay everythin' dat my parents gave to me
(eventhough cannot be repay)
>>> their sacrifice to me are sooo priceless

i would definitely gave them happiness
which is my success
for becoming a surgeon (someday!!)

i would oth myself....

dat even though i study hard
but didn't achieved wat i've wanted
i will not make my stress to over whelmed me
i would rise above all my problems
and try to score as much as i could

i promised!!!!
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first i tot of doing dis "promise" wif my fren just for the sake of the test which is just around the corner....
but then i tot,
why not till the end of this year?!
is a good thing to do wat?
(>.~)

why do i wan to do medicine???

2009-06-30T06:36:00.002-07:00

as i already told in my previous post
it was always my ambition since i was a small
to be a doctor....
but if u asked me why really?!

well,
it is becuz i always fascinated by the greatest creation of God on humans
the systems...the cells, organs and everything
we are complex and yet the most beautiful creation from God
God create us wif different physical characteristics....
but in the inside all are the same

for instance,
the kidney functions as to remove all the waste products in our body
one more thing dat i totally adore is our blood circulatory system
the system helps to carries the oxygenated blood to the whole part of our body
so dat the cells can use the oxygen for metabolism reaction
which gives us energy to move, maintain the internal environment
as well as to synthesis macromolecules
so without the system
we would definately not alive in few minutes after we were born

for me,
medicine is tough!!!
but along the journey....
the corse actually teaches me bout the communication skills,
as well as relationships between the doctor n patients (crucial!!)
for a surgeon like wat i'm bout to be~~~experience is very important!!
i mean really

BeST eVeR!!

2009-06-29T05:39:00.000-07:00

today is 29th Jun 2009
its my closed fren birthday!!!
yeay!!

we're planning of having a good time together
along wif my 2 other frens
at Sunway Pyramid!
i was totally so excited bout it
we're gonna watch a movie dat evening...

tot we're gonna watch the "ghost of girlfrens past"
but since it wasn't out yet...
we watched "the last house on the left"
tot it was a horor movie
instead, it was totally disaster movie i supposed!!
x bez lansung (+.+)

then after the movie
guess wat??!
shooping!!!
i bought a pair of snekers....totally awesome (>.~)

ok lets skip till the part dat me n my other frens bout doin'
something totally hilarious~~~
yeah...
we was so tired dat we actually
climbed up the "pagar" of Casa Subang...
totally lame and like small children
i've never done dis before
yet, it was the most unforgettable moment i've ever encounter!!
hahahaha XD

wonders...

2009-06-27T19:47:00.000-07:00

sometimes....SAM wonders,
when ICPU came to her

and look at her

wat was he thinkin'?

did he wishes her to care for him?

or just to look?

sometimes....SAM wonders,

when ICPU smile at her

did he really mean it?

or just a fake smile

just to make me happy

sometimes....SAM wonders,

those things dat ICPU did to her

just small nice things....

did he really cared bout SAM?

or maybe it just her feelings~~~~

sometimes....SAM wonders,

when she been bullied

ICPU came and rescued her

does dis mean dat

he just couldn't bare to watch her get hurt?

or just wanna help?

sometimes....SAM wonders,

wen they sit at the same table

facing each other

still there were silence

is ICPU scared of SAM?

cuz she had a big crush on him

or maybe he likes dat silence between them

sometimes....SAM wonders,

the day dat SAM told her frens

dat she want to wear orange shirt

the next day

to her surprised

he wore dat colour

are they mend for each other?

or just a coincidence?

sometimes....SAM realizes

she's not dat pretty or cute

and not very bright

SAM: "i couldn't be wif him,

not a second in a day...."

just thinkin'....

2009-06-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

wat do u think bout doctors?

well....most people would just say,
"they are able to help people"

as for me,
the thing is~~~
being a doctor is much harder than we thought
i remembered,
when i was about 8 or maybe 9
i play "doctor" wif my sis and bros...
usually,
my bros will be my patients..
and my sis is my nurse...
i'm the surgeon...

i even have the tools dat my dad bought me
there were pink colour as well as yellow...
of cos they were children playthings, da!!
those days were the best and>>>>
still fresh and crystal clear in my mind
it was always been my dream to become a doctor....
whenever frens asked me to do my "biodata"
in the "cita2"
i would definitely wrote
"doktor"!!!

hahahaha
along the way through high school,
i seriously doubt dat i am able to reach dat ambition of mine
all bcuz of my academic
i did not performed very well
but however
after i've got my SPM
my heart telling me dat i can do it!!

in short

for me...
being a doctor is a gift from the god
to be able to cure people....
wif proper techniques
a good doctor must also have good relationship wif the patients
doctors actually help the patients
in giving them a second chance in their lives...
to live a normal life
as well as advices them for the sake of their health

in TMD (Team Medical Dragon) dat i recently watched...
one thing dat catches me is
if a patient came for help
as a DOCTOR we should help!!!
don't care bout who he/she is
or whether have money or not
or maybe he/she used to be our enamy
still they are patients!
and it is also a sin
if we didn't try to save them

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dats wat i think bout doctors
>.~

u belong wif me (Taylor Swift)

2009-06-27T01:03:00.000-07:00

u're on the phone wif ur girlfren
she's upset
she's going off about something dat u said
she dosen't get ur humour like i do

i'm in the room
it's a typical Tuesday night
i'm listening to the kind of music she dosen't like
and she'll never know ur story like i do

but she wears short skirts
i wear T-shirts
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming bout the day wen u'll wake up and find
dat wat u're looking for has been here the whole time

[chorus]
if u could see dat i'm the one who understands u
been here all along
so why can't u see...
u belong wif me...

u belong wif me~~~

walkin' the streets wif u in ur worn out jeans
i can't help thinking dis is how it ought to be
laughing on the park bench thinkin' to myself
hey isn't dis easy?

and u've got a smile dat could light up dis whole town
i haven't seen it awhile
since she brought u down
u say u fine
i know u better than dat
hey, wat cha do doin' wif a girl like dat?

she wears high heels
i wears sneakers
she'es cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming bout the day wen u'll wake up and find
dat wat u're looking for has been here the whole time

if u could see dat i'm the one who would understand u
been here all along
so why can't u see...
u belong wif me...

standin' by
waiting at ur back door
all dis time how could u not know dat?
u belong wif me
u belong wif me

oh i remember u driving to my house
in the midle of the night
i'm the one who makes u laugh
wen u know u're bout to cry
i know ur favourite songs
and u tell me bout ur dreams
i think i know where u belong
i think i know it's wif me...

can't u see dat i'm the one who understands u?
been here all along
so why can't u see
u belong me

standing by or waiting at ur back door
all dis time how could u not know
baby...
u belong wif me
u belong wif me

u belong wif me
have u ever thought just maybe
u belong wif me
u belong wif me
.............................................................................
totally love dis song!!

i'm not belong wif them!!

2009-06-25T04:15:00.000-07:00

she was a girl..
dat day was the happiest day of her life,
she was so ready for the big event on dat day>>>
to go for a picnic at the garden...
this is special cuz most of her so-called "good frens" are gonna be there..

she has waited for so long to go there...
she can't wait any longer...
she even planned the dress dat she was goin' to wear...
and even dreamed how the day would go~~~
she was happy...

until...
she heard dat,
the picnic was changed to another different venue...
she was confused...
how could they changed the venue
without asking others opinion...
especially her???

and the car that should fit along wif her...
well....
there's no space for her now,
they tot dat she was not in!!
but actually,
she was the one who totally excited about it...
hanging out wif frens...
enjoy together..
but yet....
still....
she was the one who get left behind!!!
by everybody!?

of cos,
she told her "fren" dat she did not want to go...
but really,
she heart was crushed into million pieces~~~
seriously, she was hurt! injured!
pain! and sorrow!
she just couldn't help it...
dat she actually thinks dat she was one of them?
wif her co-called "frens"?!!!

to her,
frens are the one who would like to spend their time wif..
someone who care...
someone dat do homework together...
but dis?!
she can't take it anymore!!
i feel sorry for her...
truly!!

..............-the end-................

Babe, concentrated!!

2009-06-21T00:16:00.000-07:00

cuba korg bayangkn....

kalo kite makn nasi...
of corse, air pun ade lah~~
mestilah at certain time kite nk buang!!
da.....
kikikiki
0.O

cuba byangkn lagi~~
if kite tambah nasi tue byak2
ape yg akn jadik??!
mini me: "sal byk sgt nasik....
mestila byk kite nk buang (bi-product)!!"

same as the effects of con. on equilibrium....
mini me: "ala...chem lagii!!!"
aku: "mesti la~~"
kalo kite tmbh reactant tue...
mesti lar die nyer products pun tambh....
mini me: "asal plak?"

aku: "sal reactants tue kene react cepat2...
mknanyer, foward reaction die lagi higher dr backward reaction...
so byak la products kite bpt".
aku: "ade phm x?".
mini me: " owh....mcm tue,
sal die nyer reactants cepat sgt react...
dats why byk products".
aku: "yup!!
same gak ngan
products die lambt nk react jadi blik reactants"
......................................................................................................................

merapu giler!!
well dats it for now.
hope u guys phm
(>.~)

If u see somebody...

2009-06-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

if u see somebody,
say hi to them.

if u see somebody,
show them ur honest smile.

if u see somebody,
show them u cared.

if u see somebody,
tell them how much u missed them.

if u bump to somebody,
say sorry,
gomen nasai!

if u see somebody,
wif sad faces :(
tell them dat>>>
happinest will never last,
forever....

if u see somebody,
tell them,
'do exactly the same as i did!!'
..........................................................
merapu x tentu hala (>.~)
kah3

dude!!?

2009-06-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

just now..

while she was reading a great book,
her close fren came by...
the fren dat always help her...
alsways listen to her whenever she had probs,
fren dat willing to spend time wif...
she was really happy to see the fren!

.......................................................................................

they chat about silly things>>>
shopping!!
homework...
mini me: "how's the day goin on?"
and bla...bla...bla...

and then,
came the crucial part of the conversation...
the fren told her....
dat her secrets has been spread...
to everybody in school!!

mini me: "OMG!!....
who would possibly told to everyone?!"
dat she has a step dad?!
mini me: "did u told them?....
bcuz, u r the only one dat i've ever told to"
she: "umm...no,
it could be someone else, perhaps?....
...or, perhaps to told someone and u didn't notice it"

mini me: "no!!...
i remember telling u yesterday, when we were out walking down to the mall...
how could u break ur own promised?....
u disgrace me!!"
mini me: "i'll never wan to see u again!...
dis frenship is over!!"

mini me left she without explaination from she...
she was so upset dat her fren, mini me...
don belive her>>>>
even with or without her explainantion,
mini me should not blamed her!

-no idea-

..........................................................................................
dis is just a story,
tells us dat we should belive in our frenship...
nothing more important than frens...
>>>we should care for fren<<< ==================================== wat am i doin?? nuts!!! don boder me.... dis story dosen't make any sense (>.~)

Chan...

2009-06-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

why do i like pi???

bcuz he is so....
emo ( the face la)
his eyes when he's smiling
then the hair....
the lips (kecik and comei)
ahahaha

actually..not much things i like about him
maybe bcuz he's character in Pro Dai
makes me attracted to him
and especially in Kurosagi!!
awesome####

maybe,
everybody think he's not dat handsome,
or he has good charming smile,
however,
for me....
he is the best japanese actor i've ever seen!!
bcuz of his appearence in the Pro Dai...
makes me love Japanese Drama...
makes me wanna to see more Japanese Dramas
and even movies
and even songs!

becuz of him

truly he is...
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borink!
x tau nk tulis pergh!!!!
gegegege (>.~)

life~~~

2009-06-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

sometimes life can be unpredictable.....
today u are lucky...
happy,
got everything here,
rich, famous
...and even people who cares much about you

tomorrow, maybe not!
sadness takes over you,
you are unhappy,
you are unsatisfied!

Or...
maybe you will die
...suffer the most painful death,
or even loss someone that you loves the most,
they all are against everything wat u did...
they do not appriciate you!

And...
sometimes,
u just thinking of running away from all dat
screaming for help...
but no one ever hear u...
maybe they did, but they just don care

So...
try to understand,
the world revolved around u,
everyday is changing...
you need to catch up a bit!
...........................................................................

>>>wat am i doin???
hehehe (>.~)